Goodnight

Tonight....im off to bed early than i usually does...feel kinda tired..driving all day..if its a regular driving than its okay..but, today fast but safe driving...hahaha...

someday, i will used that gift on the right track..but now, time to sleep....huhuhuh

Goodnight & Goodbye June. see you again, in 2011

Bleach

hahaha....this came to me suddenly....i been starting to watch this anime...and start to understand the thing that been keeping people watching it...

BLEACH, story of Ichigo Kurosaki that suddenly become Soul Reaper / Death God / Shinigami from Rukia Kuchiki...Ichigo, 15 years old student become the Soul Reaper in order to protect his family after Rukia was disable the the wound cause by Hollow (evil spirit) .

Ichigo was born born with ability of seeing ghost or soul...this is how he able to see Rukia, the Soul Reaper. Note* Rukia is not human...she can only be seen by human if she in a faux body..

therefore is cause surprise to her when Ichigo can see her...

The dramatic begun after Rukia taken back to Soul Soceity ( dimension for good spirit and Soul Reaper). She committed serious felony when she transfer her power to Ichigo..according to soul Reaper's law...Ichigo, who felt that it is not right to execute her begun training to become Soul Reaper under the helped of Uruhara whom was once from the Soul Society...and the story continues....i want to tell more...but, now already on season 15...lots to tell...better you go and watch it!

what i mostly learn from Ichigo is, i have to become stronger in order to protect what i want to protect..and giving up is not my option..Ichigo shown that he will never give up in what he believes...and try his very best to protect his family and friends..

The Story Of Blue Jean

From my early years of teenager, i never worn blue jean...i hate it...well this is since my mom bought jean for me...its totally not what i would wear...and of course the jean was in blue...i hate it somehow...and have no intention to wear it at all.

Since i did not wear that jean, i dont know what the hell happened to it..my possible guess would be that the jean already send to my grandma' house..maybe better that way...

Not long after that, i bought jean from my friend...brand called "Deam Mecca" (quite not sure) size 36...the young me, was exited! because the jean was in black...and its all that matter...haha...

the jean have been though with me for a long time...i still keep it in my jeans collection..i still can wear it...even though in size 36..hahah

after that black jeans, i keep on buying only black jeans...that tradition was sadly....broken..this year...when i was in KL...huhuh

while shopping at Sogo in KL..in the holiday season...i shop for jeans...its time for a new jeans...haha...i only buy jeans that is less RM100...no need for it to be so expensive...i once..did buy an expensive jean...cost about RM98...as i recalled...luckily using my dad's money...i was just a student..hahaha

back at Sogo, searching for new jeans...i found it...with my aim only those in black and dark...haha...i bought one..black and dark..but suddenly, i seems to be attracted to this blue jeans..brand DiESEL...when i put it on, wow~ kinda like it on me...so without further thought i took it along the black and dark jean...again, by my dad's money...heheheh

surprisingly, that blue jean that i bought i used it all the time...hhaha...its like im in love with it...plus, i dont need to cut it to match height...this is the destiny of me and the jeans...hahah

this is truly my reunion with a blue jean

Final Day Of June in 2010

huhuh...today mark as the final day of month June in year of 2010....this is another reminder for me, that i have exactly 6 days before starting my life in campus again...huhuhuh...

today i accomplished my mission...hahah..

1. pay my collage fined
2. pay my collage fee
3. cut my hair

unfortunately, i cant get my room key yet..

only by Saturday it is available...so not cool~~

Good Bye June . 2010

It's Near

huhuhu....my summer holidays is going to end soon...by tomorrow, i will have my hair cut, paid my bill and settle my collage issue...huhuhhu

a lot things to be pack...and buy...today i already settle washing my footwear...and clothes that i wear in campus..still, i think i have many things to do..huhuh

7 Days to start lecture! pressure~~

so not cool!!

World Cup

Can You feel me?

my cat is in world cup fever~! hahaha....he is playing for England team..

(shirt originally form Celcom's blue bear)

Day/Night Out With Reza

Back to home

blur but beautiful

Kuching Street At Night

Wisma Seberkas Junctions

Red Lights

full moon + lights

Cat Statue in FIFA's Worlds Cup Sensation

fun at Parkson's Toys Section..hahha

Ronald McDonald's McChicken Burger

fries~!

Ice Cream!!!

variety of Wall's and Nestle

Wall's Cookies & Cream , Wall's Vanilla Choco Fudge

( RM8.9 & RM11 )

Wall's Venetta after been bitten...haha

this is the one of the things that i love to do...go to the shop...just for ice cream..hahha...the total for all this ice cream is RM36++....me and my sister...hahaha...but,

i ate most of the ice cream...

Never Come True

i decided to list all things that i wished to do/be one..but i know never (will be) come true..

1. graffiti artist. i did try..but there is more to be learn...and creativity is the most important thing..

2. movie director. i dont know...just wished to direct my own movie..haha

3. movie editor...just wished to be able to make effect to (an) awesome film/movie...

4. composer/song writer....i did try...umm..long way to go..

5. singer/artist...i know i suck at it...so enough trying..haha

6. actor...humm...maybe..

7. hacker..no good platform to start..the subject was dropped from my course...shit!

8. professional guitarist..i know i will never be one...i can just be those guitarist who play only the simple chord...

9. athlete...i cant be one..i suck at sports...well, at least i enjoy playing..

10. in-line skating...i did try also..but..sucks! i hate falling..to much pain in the ass..

11. designer...possible..

12. drifter..long way to go..plus, expensive...huhuh

13. sniper..my long lost dream...

14. join army.

15. fly..get above ground

16. pilot...my add math suck...this never get me flyin' an aeroplane...

17. perform base jump...cool...seeing earth as i fall down...

18. bunjee jump..want to try..but...but..but...

19. lose my weight to 60..a lot of hard work to be done..

20. become taller than taller..haha...i'm already at my limit...huhuh

21. become house to blackjack...

22. be a magician..i try..but and but...

23. perform backflip...i dreamed of it...

24. perform breakdance...but, may harm my body...

25. swimming in the Olympic's pool...

26. perform diving...but...

27. die peacefully..only Allah Knows..

28. become comedian...haha

29. become host to a tv shows...hahha..even more haha..

30. draw manga...

31.

*i resume later..seems to be memory lost...huhu

Keluangman

C Am

Dia bagai seorang pahlawan

F

Menjadi pembela

G

Bagi yg tiada upaya

C Am

Dengan ketangkasan langkah pergerakannya

F

Menewaskan musuh

G

Yang membuat angkara

C

Dialah satria

C F G

Biar pun di mana jua

C Am

Dia datang dikala malam tiba

F G C

Melakukan tugas mulia

C F G

Di desa juga di kota

C Am

Dia datang memberikan baktinya

F G C

Agar hidup aman sejahtera

C F G C

Keluang man, keluang man,keluangman...

*play it. kinda fun!

Life..kiss and tell

have you ever felt like you just dont belong into your family? well i do...mom just keep on neg on me..and dad, we dont seems to talk..the way i see it, my family have communication problem..mom always talk...but, it is hard to tell to whom she telling...if she call by name...thats fine..but this is not how it normally goes..dad...i had nothing to blog really..our closed relationship end when i got into high school..after upsr..i guess my whole family was disappointed with me and the result..for me, Malaysians education is sucks...simply boring...i the math...but anything beside it seems to be bored me...nothing to be interested..lame..lame..lame..lame..the one thing i hate is, surviving the look of our parent when we disappointed them..for me, i really hate those moment..it make me think like i just dont belong to them...i bet, mom doesnt know my favorites..only if it the obvious..sometimes i wished to have family that really like one..parent that understand their child/children...for me, my only hope to build that family..one day...when i can now decide to settle down..for the present, i'm just being son. good or bad? its up to them..i have nothing to say..and if i do, i cant say it. it again my religion. and i'm obeying it.

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i now realize that i can survive without facebook....i dont need it anymore...but, this attempt seems to fail..im back using it..no further reason..just for her. i be a bad bf if i say directly to her that i hate fb n her using it..goshh..im a messed...facebook is a mistake..i decided that i wont make any updates on fb..no more status...no more pics..im just being in fb...and not really in it anymore..the only thing i missed is blackjack..and yet, i still can manage my addiction..

last nite, it was totally shit...my ex add my gf??? wtf! now she adding me on fb...i totally say ignore to that...i thought i made it clear already....i dont want anything to do with her...now it is the second time i decline her..still she dont seems to understand...shit! why you dont get the me?? i hate you! get away from my life! no need you in it! im totally fine without you!

this is one of thousand reasons why exactly i hate fb...well, i just doing this for her. and hope she understand it. this is my sacrifice. i'm willing to suffer if it is her happiness. nothing can beat the feeling seeing your love one in the happiness. and you dont exactly have to be in it.

sometimes i wish i can disappear. to nowhere. just being away. from my family. from her (sadly). and everyone else. i just want to be alone..maybe thats my destiny..maybe someday i will be going to it..

i'm the type of guy who just want to know...but this may burden her..and i have to gave up this habit..anything to make her happy..sometimes..i dont seems to connect the dots why she need me in her life..i felt like i'm nobody..just passing by..giving her happiness that she earned..

would it be so wrong if just turned of my phone for one day. will she be missing me. or mad. or sad. or worry. i cant never tell..i want to know..but to many risk to the possible future..and i willingly to not doing and asking about this...the answer will never be there if i asked..

i think im being a bad bf..really. just felt that way. the day before she when to kl. we when out. for breakfast. on her. but..in the car..we didnt talk much..no holding hand like normally we should..the thing she doesnt know is, that day, i was feeling lost..i can just say no to the breakfast..but i didnt...i still going..'coz i know this i her happiness..and i will be the one who in making it happen..while eating is worst..i didnt talk much..i finish my meal early than she did..and i was in doing nothing..just being quiet..watching her eating..

the day she went to kl..moment before she boarding..i cant take it anymore..i think she will be better will someone else..i man up, and tell her..while her phone still on rather than telling her while she still in the flight...i tell her..that i want her to find someone who is better than me..and maybe thats the best for her..and i said sorry to her for not being what she want..she call me...but the airport was too noisy to talk...texting is the only option here..she said a few stuff..and i take back my word...and until today, i trying to forget it ever happened..

i want to end this post with, i'm here to be the one that take no regret to make you happy.

The A-Team

The A-team or formally as Alpha Team, is an elite army team which can done their mission in a plan, precise and perfect timing.

This movie is pack. action. action. action. You wont believe how many stunt there are. Even though convicted by the crime they did not commit they still can escape from prison in style.

action, and there's a comedy inside it. a big guy, but afraid of flying. haha...and there are 3 times of flying involve on this film. its funny how it goes.

summer if going to end, this is a perfect movie to bring with.

Repo Men

have your ever thought movie about loan shark? the way they would collect the money?

REPOMEN bring a new meaning to the loan shark..the loan is not the money, but the artificial organ that you used..in year of 2025, company named The Union supply us the artificial organ...with the motto of " you owe it to your family, you owe it to yourself.."

Repo men refer to man whom collect the artificial organ if the user failed to keep on paying the bills..and it aint cheap..repo men will after you until they get back your artificial organ because it's belong to the company.

Remy, Union's top repo men always done his job right. but there a twist in his tale, when he become the user of the artificial organ..he could not bear to do his job anymore..he start to think about the user life instead of just taking it, like what he normally did before..

the story follows as he try to survive all the repo men come to get his artificial organ..the story end without you knowing the ending...

Chord EA14

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YES!!!! Its finally here~! hahah....my beloved guitar has arrived! just bought it this afternoon...i only donated RM20, and my sister and my mom RM100 each..hahah

only the pick is free..huhuhu

Chord

Pass~!

UiTM impressed me when they sent me my result right into my mail...wow~ never been done before..haaha....if i knew this will happen i dont have to got the the trouble of checking my result at its student portal...

BEL260 B

CSC138 A-

MAT183 C

MAT263 C+

HBU126 B+

CTU151 B+

CSC159 B-

total cgpa : 3.15

i only thing i can say is, i'm lucky and thankful 'coz i pass in calculus 1 (mat183) fuhh~ the next sem will be so different for me...bring a lot of new meaning to computer science~

It's Carrot

it's not briyani

this for my breakfast~

Vanilla + Nutella = Vaniella ??

getting genius at mixing my food ingredient..hahha

slow motion~~

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Turn out, i can survived without logging to facebook...thats what i did...i deactived my facebook account...i have no reason to not to..seems like i bored to it...

well, this may be my greatest achieve of all time..hahahaha...to stop my addiction..umm...i think i dont want to my comeback.. no reason..

my examination result already published, but i know the portal will be hopeless...the server will be busy as hell...and this happened all the time due to examination result.

i have nothing to feel for my result. fear? might be a bit...the rest is empty..just nothing...shit happened..hahah..

lately my expression can be express by Sum 41 , the Canadian rock band...feel much better to hear their song..maybe you should to...

Sum41 - Walking Disaster

Sum41 - With Me

Water

the last time i remember i went inside a swimming pool is when i was in Sabah..on holiday trip..and that was it. the end...no more swimming..hahha..sad...

since my sister back from US, both of us eager to swim...we tried 2 times at the Samarahan swimming pool, but the pool keep on closed when we arrived! first, there was the Gawai holiday....and then, it was closed due to Sukma (they are training at there) and also the lifeguard when for a bla..bla...bla... at Miri....the pool will be open at 19 june (so as it say~~~)

so frustrated! now, the only way for both of us to swim is, we both have to get swimsuit..and then we can swim! in the same day, we went around Kuching to find swimsuit....the target is Sports shop.. surprisingly, only some sale swimsuit....but, my sister bought her's at Parkson..hahahah

yeah, swimsuit ain't cheap...just for her cost up to RM180++...shirt & pant...never mind, this is for losing some fat! hahaa...

the next day, that is the day that we really really go for a swim..hahah...at time about 2.00 pm local time, we first stop at Spring to buy goggle. (as you may see int the pictures).

after that stop, quickly head to Waterpark, Stampark, BDC. with entrance cost RM5.50 per person, what the hell~ i want to swim! hahah the first time when into swimming pool after years not to...huhuh.....the feel was amazing...felt like i'm in reality tv show..hahaha...

the goggle was also amazing, clear & no fog...without, my swimming will be helpless...hhahhaa

the Waterpark was big....there are 3 pool (might be more..haha) first there was the Children's, Diving And Olympic and the normal pool.

since the is no lifeguard on duty, i only step in diving pool. just for a while...my eager to go deeper to the pool might cost my life..huhuh....

arriving at home, my back was killing me...pain~pain~..and hungry! hahaha....it was worth it... tomorrow, MBKS pool, Padungan. ahhaha....and finally Samarahan pool...must try all...hahah

Pustaka In Photography

Dont Be Gay

SRS Labs

Sound Retrieval System (SRS)

If you dont have any clue what SRS is, well...basically, based audio technology engineering company that specializes in audio enhancement solutions for wide variety of consumer electronic devices (WiKi).

Most of today modern audio device comes with SRS....like the one in your car. Now, they have SRS Audio Sandbox for PC. this is amazing!

Compare to DFX Audio Enhancer, SRS is better....simply because SRS can works with all the media compare to DFX which works only with WMP..

SRS Audio Sandbox for PC

SRS allow the user to pick the content...Music, Movie, Game and Voice. With the SRS your pc will sound like a home theater!

*If you combine DFX and SRS you wont believe what you heard!

*the file comes with keygen.

DFX Audio Enhancer

Do you want to hear music in its best quality? and yet you dont want to spend anything on it?

Try this software....

DFX Audio Enhancer For Windows Media Player

this software help to boost the sound quality to the supreme...you wont believe the same song you always heard in much better quality!

*this only work with WMP. ask from me if you using Real Player or Winamp.

*the file already been cracked. enjoy!

Bored?

Check this song out...might get you out of bored :::

John Mayer - Say

John Mayer - Your Body Is Wonderland

Jason Castro - Let's Just Fall In Love Again

Muse - Neutron Star Collision

Shontelle - Impossible

Scouting For Girls - She's so lovely

3OH3! - Touching On My

WALL'S Fantasia Ria

Strawberry!!! my favorite flavor...i been missing eating you...huhuhuh

by right, this ice cream should cost you, RM5.00 but...due to some company this and there, it will be RM5++..huhh...luckily i found the cheapest..RM5.50..and sometime can be RM4.90....

i love eating this...and my stomach will automatically tell me to take a spoon of it when im not doing anything...hahaha....

this is summer break fault...got nothing to do eat..huh!

it comes will varies of flavor..Choco Magic, Yam, Black Current, Lemon (not sure of this one)

HERSHEY'S Symphony

Yummy!!....its been a long time since i addicted to eating chocolate...(Addict :: when got nothing to do, eat, eat, eat..)..........hhahaha~~

this chocolate is expensive here in Malaysia...cost you about RM17++...huuhuh....luckily i taste it in cheap...hahhaha

talking about its taste...the first bite, will take you deeply tasting the creamy milk chocolate...and then come the taste of almond & toffee chips..yummy~ once bitten, you will be addicted..hahah

i will miss you...huhuh

White-breasted Waterhen / Burung Ruak-Ruak

Burung Ruak-Ruak (wak wak) / White-breasted Waterhen

moment before.............

cute isnt it?

this morning was shocking. to all of us. especially.

as you all can see in the above, its a bird...hahaha...we all were shock....thanks to our warrior, Putih, the not so putih cat...hahahah

this morning she shocked us with her latest catch of the day...a bird! a big one!....thats out of ordinary!....Putih, she is synonym to catching anything that fascinates her...usually, she just catch a lizard...but not today..hahahah

the bird was still alive when she bought home....but already weak...well, she a cat...no mercy! ...hahaha...

i try not to let any other cats come near to the bird, but they cant just stand of it...hahaha...Tam, was already bitten the bird's wing while i was cooking...hahaha...the bird was in cage...didnt saw that coming..hahah

the bird did died at the end. no pity. he/she already dying. i'm glad to be by he/she side..hehehe

~~(Tam did end up eating the bird)~~